Release Date: September 29, 2009
Reading Level: Ages 14 and up
ISBN-10: 0805089500
ASIN: B0046LUQMG
Book Blurb:
With Roz and Eva everything becomes a contest—who can snag the best role in the school play, have the cutest boyfriend, pull off the craziest prank. Still, they’re as close as sisters can be. Until Eva deletes Roz from her life like so much junk e-mail for no reason that Roz understands. Now Eva hangs out with the annoyingly petite cheerleaders, and Roz fantasizes about slipping bovine growth hormone into their Gatorade.
Roz has a suspicion about Eva. In turn, Eva taunts Roz with a dare, which leads to an act of total insanity. Drama geeks clamor for attention, Shakespearean insults fly, and Roz steals the show in Lauren Bjorkman’s hilarious debut novel.
Read the first chapter:
Chapter 1
I raise my mini golf club and try
to focus on the clown’s chomping mouth. Other lips are on my mind,
though—Bryan’s, to be honest. As my eyes wander in his direction,
Eva leans in to kiss those lips. Bryan belongs to my sister, a
circumstance I’d rather forget. My ball sails over the polka-dotted
clown hat and disappears deep into Nowheresville, where the gum
wrappers live. Mom bribed us into coming tonight by inviting our
boyfriends. Except I don’t have one.
If life were one big stage (and it
is), this would be the scene where the heroine (me) seethes with
jealousy and the desire for revenge. The thick folds of her wool
cloak conceal a weapon. She unveils the silvery blade to gasps from
the audience and advances toward the doomed couple. O happy dagger!
But the pint-sized windmill in the
background is all wrong. It creates a trashy-teen-movie sort of
ambience when the scene calls for romantic boudoir. Think Othello
taking the life of his beloved Desdemona.
Eva and Bryan’s kiss goes on for
an eternity. When they finally come up for air, he looks over her
shoulder right at me. I choose feigned disinterest over murder and
saunter off in the direction of my lost ball. My so-called search
leads me to a hidden bench that’s perfect for an intermission. I
stretch out and close my eyes. Here’s what I should’ve said to
Mom this afternoon: “Alas, no miniature golf for me tonight. My
allergy to Astroturf, you know. Have your people call my people to
reschedule.”
A sweet smell hovers over my
bench. “Wake up, Sleeping Beauty,” Bryan says, brushing my cheek
with a half-opened rose.
I am so lying.
There are no flowers for miles
around. Actually, the smell bears an unfortunate resemblance to
cigarette smoke. When I open my eyes, I see Bryan leaning against a
chain-link fence a few feet away. He inhales.
“Are you okay?” he asks
through a toxic cloud. The glow of his platinum blond hair in the
artificial light haloes his face. A girl needs sunglasses to look at
him without hurting her eyes.
“I’m tired, that’s all,” I
mumble.
After his parents divorced three
years ago, Bryan broke my heart by moving away from Yolo Bluffs. Last
September he came back with his dad, and my romantic dreams were
rekindled. Sadly, before he could fall madly in love with me, he
succumbed to Eva’s perky cheerleader routine. And who can blame
him? She is amazing in every way. Half the boys at school swoon in
her presence. Still, here’s my chance to make him notice my
less-obvious charms, to make him change his mind.
“You seem out of it,” he says,
dropping down next to me. I sit up.
“I stayed up too late on New
Year’s Eve. Mom’s grad student party,” I say. Inside my head I
scream at him, Are you blind? You picked the wrong sister.
His smile reveals even teeth, not
too big and not too small. The song “Sweet Cheater” runs through
my head. My heart pounds out a few extra beats.
“Where’s your ball?” he
asks.
“I don’t believe in balls,”
I say.
Smoke pours from his mouth when he
laughs. I cough. He immediately drops his cigarette and rubs it out
with the heel of his white sneaker. “Eva says I should quit.”
“You should do what you want.”
Personally, I believe smoking
compares unfavorably to eating raw banana slugs, and I’m one of the
few who’s tried both. At least when he kisses Eva tonight his mouth
will be tainted by eau d’ashtray. I take comfort in this.
“I can’t help it. I’m bad,”
he says.
“That’s your best quality,”
I say.
In the third grade, I would stare
at him for the entire lunch period, spending many dreamy minutes on
each dimple. Once Eva helped me write him a love survey: Do you like
me? Will you kiss me? Will you marry me?
Bryan filled it out yes, no, and
yes. Nothing ever came of it, but my crush lived on.
“Great shot, Eva,” shouts the
member of the Eva Fan Club known as Dad.
I savor the last moments of our
intimate silence until Mom ruins it by yelling, “Roz, where are
you?”
“Coming,” I yell back.
“Something’s up with you,”
Bryan breathes into my ear. “Call me.”
Okay, so he’s not totally blind.
We stand up and join the others. The moment we appear, Eva grabs on
to him, circling her arm around his waist like a noose. Her face
gives nothing away. Then again, she’s a better actress than I am,
and I’m the best.
I poke around Eva the Diva’s
room the next morning after she leaves for her ballet lesson. I
haven’t come in here since she got mad at me before Christmas. More
than mad. She took the folder on her computer desktop titled Roz:
sister and best friend and moved it to trash.
The first thing I see is her
journal. I’m not tempted. It rests seductively at the center of her
night table, and the latch appears to be broken. Still I don’t
touch it. Even though she’ll never find out. And even though it
might reveal why she deleted me from her life.
Okay, then, one little peek.
December 20—Last
day of practice before Christmas break. Finally got chorus line
routine together. Skipped the cheerleaders’ party. Went for walk
with Bryan.
The rest reads the same. Maybe TV
Land hired her to write a script for America’s Boringest Home
Videos. To be honest, I’d hoped for a confession, a green light to
go after Bryan. Something like, “Roz wants that loser Bryan. I’m
going to hook up with him to get back at her.” But back at me for
what? I’m innocent. And I’m not looking for a new
nickname—boyfriend-stealing lowlife—either. Still, there are
extenuating circumstances to consider. For one, I liked him first.
For another, all’s fair in love and sibling rivalry.
So that my morning won’t be
entirely wasted, I close her journal and move on to pillaging her
closet. We used to trade clothes constantly, without bothering to ask
each other first. When my growth spurt made that impractical, we
still shared accessories all the time—BD (Before Deletion), that
is. Her new ivory scarf feels soft. I wind it around my neck, lie on
her bed so my cheek rests on the angora, and hope for a miracle.
The blue pom-poms hanging on her
door look like a pair of punk trolls in need of a haircut. I hate
them. Since Eva deserted me for her petite cheerleader friends, I
fantasize about slipping bovine growth hormone into their Gatorade.
My fave internet advice line says it’s normal for sisters to grow
apart during high school. True, we live in the same house, go to the
same school, and hang with the same theater-geek crowd. The 24/7
thing can wear on a person. Except we didn’t grow apart. She dumped
me, and it hurts.
Eva is one grade ahead of me, a
senior in high school. Even BD we pretty much ignored each other in
public by mutual consent. When we were alone, though, she used to
tell me everything about everything—who kissed with too much
saliva, how she had to wear a hoodie around her waist when her tampon
leaked, things like that. She stopped spending time with me around
Halloween to hang with Bryan. That always happens with a new
boyfriend, so I didn’t freak. After Thanksgiving she started acting
odd, and then she dissolved and recrystallized into a stranger.
Her door swings open. “Did you
forget where your room is?” She tosses her gym bag into the closet.
“Oh. Your GPS broke down.”
A National Enquirer headline
flashes before my eyes. LITTLE SISTER TURNS INTO A GIANT ZIT ON BIG
SISTER’S FOREHEAD. PICTURES INSIDE. She glares at the scarf. I
remove it from my neck and set it on the bed. At least she noticed
me.
“What do you want?” she asks.
Bryan. A rare bout of
self-restraint shuts me up. My big mouth and my conniving side make a
sorry twosome.
“I traveled far from a distant
land to wait upon your gentle personage,” I say.
She sits on the edge of the bed.
“What do you want to talk about, Chub?” The parents mistake her
nickname for me as cute, not seeing the jab at my weight. I did plump
out in fifth grade before shooting up in seventh, but I lost most of
those pounds.
I roll onto my stomach to cover
the lingering flab. “Anything. How’s cheerleading?”
“Great.”
A conversation cannot happen
through a glass wall. She sees me fine but can’t hear what I’m
saying. Maybe louder will work. “Isn’t there something in the
whole freaking universe we can talk about?” I shout.
“Cheerleading sucks, actually.”
This unexpected opening knocks me
off balance. My silver tongue and I soon recover. “Did something
happen?” I ask.
“It’s gotten so competitive.”
“You like competition.” My
elbow grazes a hard lump under her down comforter. Is she hiding
something in her bed?
“No I don’t. I like to do
things well.”
“Like thieving boys, you mean.”
She loads an angsty CD into her
stereo and lowers herself into a plié using her ballet barre next to
the supersized mirror. “You mean Bryan?” she says after a few
dips. “From whom did I thieve him?”
Like she doesn’t know. “Nobody.”
I run my fingers along the edge of
the mysterious object under the blanket. A book. Before I can read
the title, Eva pounces. She’s the mountain lion to my jogger,
pinning me and wrenching the book out of my hands. The back cover
rips off in the struggle. I manage to stand up and hold it out of her
reach. She gives up and goes back to the barre.
Expecting smut, I read the blurb
aloud for maximum embarrassment factor. “‘A beautiful
coming-of-age story about a girl who falls in love with another girl
and their journey of self discovery.’ . . . Oooh, does Bryan know
about your side interests?”
Her face flushes red. “As if a
cheerleading babe could be a dyke,” she says.
“I didn’t call you a dyke.”
The old Eva would’ve made a joke
of it. Now you know. Just between you and me and the tabloids,
Britney Spears and I are lovers.
“Andie lent me the book. The
stage tech with the eyeliner.”
“So she’s your secret
girlfriend,” I say.
“Don’t be bitchy. Oh, I
forgot. You can’t help it.”
Overreactionville. Silly repartee
has always been our trademark. The oh-so-thin filter between my brain
and mouth fails once again. “You’re the one who’s going off.
Maybe you really are gay.”
She comes over to where I’m
sitting on the edge of her bed. “You guessed my secret. I wanted to
tell you sooner,” she says, taking both of my hands in hers, “but
I was afraid. Do you still love me?”
“More than ever,” I say. We
embrace. “It’s cool having a lesbian in the family.” The word
lesbian rolls out of my mouth like I use it every day.
Another tender moment in the
invented life of Roz Peterson.
When I say to Eva, “Maybe you
really are gay,” she casts me a scornful glance.
“Reading a book about lesbians
doesn’t make you a lesbian,” she says.
My foot taps the floor. When I
force it to stop, the other foot takes over the job. “I know that,”
I say. “So why did Eyeliner Andie think you’d be interested?”
She pitches her voice low and
sweet. “How would I know, Chub?”
I’m not one to give up,
especially when common sense dictates I should. “Maybe she has a
crush on you.”
“Go away and bother your
imaginary friends.”
“What about Carmen?” I ask.
Carmen is Eva’s best friend and cheerleading partner. “She’s
cute.”
“Though parting be such sweet
sorrow . . . get out!”
In elementary school Eva used to
beg for my company while she practiced ballet. Of course I was
sweeter and more pliable back then. When I was nine, I read aloud
five volumes of Little House on the Prairie while she lengthened her
arabesque. At the time, I thought she was doing me the favor. On my
way out, I turn off Alanis and her whinefest about her self-absorbed
life.
“That’s mature,” Eva says.
I roll my eyes and take Andie’s
book with me.
Back in my room, I can’t sit
still. I pick up the glass butterfly that Eva gave me as a thank-you
gift years ago. She couldn’t stand being the center of attention
and proposed running away from home to avoid performing the solo
assigned to her in our grade school play—Pirouette for a Lacewing.
I came up with a better plan. After her grand entrance, I tumbled
onstage behind her, somersaulting wildly to distract the crowd.
Maybe
Eva really does like girls. That hardly seems like a reason to cut me
out of her life, though. And the details don’t support my theory.
For one thing—if she has the hots for girls, why the long parade of
boyfriends? She’s run through six in the last two years. And for
another—the make-out sessions with Bryan look all too real. The
butterfly slips from my hand onto the floor. With a little help from
Mr. Superglue, it becomes Frankenfly, a blobby and misaligned
creation not unlike my life. I throw the whole thing in the trash.
Biography
I grew up on a sailboat, sharing the tiny forecastle with my sister and the sail bags. Against all odds, we are still friends. We started sailing in California and ended in Argentina. My favorite stops along the way were Costa Rica, Panama, Isla Providencia, Key West, the Azores, the Canary Islands, and Brazil.During our voyages, my sister drew beautiful paper dolls for the both of us. We sewed amazing wardrobes for our stuffed animals. We became excellent swimmers and beach combers. We made up new lyrics for old songs. Canned food dominated our meals on crossings, so we really appreciated fresh fruit when we came into port. I dreamed of ice cream on the open ocean.
We kept up with school through a program called Calvert out of Maryland.
My dad read to us at night by the light of a kerosene lamp. Since then, I've always loved stories and wanted to write my own.
I live in Taos, New Mexico with my husband, and two sons. We often see coyotes outside our window.
For more, please visit my website at http://www.laurenbjorkman.com
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